It
crossed my mind today that maybe, just maybe, I’m trying too hard to live the city
life that Rain
wanted to live, rather than how I have in the past. I surmise you’re thinking, “You should live it the way you want, and
you know that, silly.” Part of it is my wanting to honor her. Another part is
the thinking that we’re in a city now, we
should live as city people do; whatever that means.
2 comments:
It makes sense to me that it feels like honoring her memory and even keeping her close by living how you think she wanted to live in the city. But she would also want you to be happy so take time to find out what that means to the three of you. I'm not much of a city gal, though I live way more urban than I like. But it is right for my kids and thus I stay.
Yeah, she wanted the kids to have more opportunity, so we stay too.
It doesn't matter to me where I live (country or city) as I've always had the same amount of friends (1 or 2) either way. Never really had/have the money to do much more than go to the park, so...
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