Life. It does have it's extreme highs and lows. And when I say 'lows', you know of course what my anti-positive state of mental health was pretty low after Renee' crossed over 'that' bridge to hopefully a freer and more peaceful existence in the Other world.
Feelings that life is indeed still worth living. That indeed you can and will find a sense of happiness that only comes when you meet someone who may 'get' you. I've been on 2 dates with someone I didn't ask permission from to use her real name, so I won't say it here, and we got along great both times. Plans for a 3rd date are on this weeks calendar. I'm well aware that starting anew is something to take one's time in doing.